Chin up hun. Unfortunately I lost my grandmum in January and my grandfather in mid July (he was going through depression sadly) but I made my way through it. Everything will be okay! (: just be positive!

Yeah i just lost my grandma in august while iwas preparing for my chinese oral for gce’s the next day and it was the worst thing ever i just feel like it’s too soon for anything to happen again.. i’m not prepared for this again but than kyou so much <3